The Forgiveness of
Sins
God forgives.
The statement in and of itself is a prime identification
tag of the Divine throughout history and across religions.
In the Christian, and specifically, the Catholic tradition,
this is a major tenet that has been a part of the creedal
confession since the early days of the Faith.
But why? Why would God engage in the action of forgiveness?
I take the first and base foundation of this whole thing as
asserting that God is, above all, God. As omnipotent, the
Divine can be assumed to do anything. Humanity, then, can
propose a reasonable question: why can’t God
eliminate sin, the resulting ramifications and all negative
repercussions by a simple fiat of Divine authority?
The answer is simple: God can in fact do that. One motion
of the will and the entire issue vanishes. And just as
emphatically stated, God has not
done
that. There has been no annihilation of the reality of sin
as well as our need of forgiveness. It remains a dynamic
reality as does sin and its effects on the human race as
well as creation itself.
So, once again, why the forgiveness of sins?
The obvious answer is to save us from damnation which, by
revelation, sin ultimately leads toward. From our earliest
days, this is what we were taught and have (rightly)
believed. The desires of fallen human nature for that which
is not of God also tend to exclude and degrade our desire
for the Divine. Having squelched that desire in favor of
others, the soul finds itself (at the end) with desires
unmatched and aimed at nothing for all eternity.
Forgiveness is a cleansing of those mis-oriented desires as
well as the consequences of them.
But is that it or is there something more?
Forgiveness is not simply or only a matter of a termination
of culpability. Its lower level, while legalistic in its
declaration of judgment, is just that – its primary
level. The catechesis of the Church has always placed this
in its proper perspective. Baptism (and its effectual
remission of sins) is a requirement of the first order.
Sacramental Confession is required before Holy Communion.
Even the Mass itself is opened with a repentance-absolution
rite for the purification of the worshippers. Based on the
Biblical and experiential ordering of worship, any approach
to the Divine must be preceded by an act of
repentance-absolution else one implicitly incurs a further
sin of pride.
So we can say that forgiveness ‘clears the path to
God.’ And we would be right to say this. This primary
movement of the soul to God is not optional and should be
integrated to the point of reflex. All of this is obvious
and none of it new. But, as the lives of saints have shone,
it cannot stop there. The Universal Call to Holiness is not
merely living without incurred blame. The Vocation to
Sanctity is far more than just remaining ‘in the
state of Grace.’
I propose that the Forgiveness of Sin has less to do (at
that more advanced stage) with our sin than it does with
God’s forgiveness. In other words, our focus is not
on our sins but God’s mercy.
This is definitely a shift. To consider, in our earliest
stages, the awful wrong we have done is proper. Seeking
absolution is a virtue. But after that necessary
progression, the time should come when the soul is paying
more attention to what God has done instead of what we have
done wrong.
Gratitude for absolution is a reason for worship –
and a good one. But let me offer a parallel here. God is
pleased with our gratitude and, in justice, we owe it. But
like a friend or family member whose has done good by us,
the conversation has to go beyond this rightful
acknowledgment. At a certain point, should our
communication with each other remain only on the level of
gratitude, the relationship would retard and eventually be
rendered meaningless. Gratitude needs to be expressed and
then it is formulated into the nature of the relationship
itself. This is not about presumption but about growing.
The reflex of gratitude becomes a way of life rather than
an occasion only when needed. Always willing to be
expressed, it moves from isolation into personality. It can
be assumed as well as visible because it is integrated.
Forgiveness - offered, received and accepted - is an aspect
of our relationship with God that becomes a part of who we
are. It starts to be more than a one-time or as-needed
experience. It is confidently assumed as a part of the
Relationship. It claims the grace and names the sin. It is
always wonderful but not always special. It is a Divine
action even as we see it from the human perspective.
So if it becomes, as we mature, more of the Divine than the
human, we have to ask why it still plays such a role in our
spirituality?
I propose that the primary role forgiveness has in our
religious pathway is also the primary locus of our
experience of God Himself. Yes, we begin to learn the
ability to confess and grow in the human character virtue
of responsibility. Even as we do, we experience –
directly and personally – the impact of this Divine
Assurance. We take so much for granted, even our own
creation, but this is different. It is clear that in the
experience of Absolution, there is a palpable presence of
an Agent beyond ourselves. Regardless of the subjective
nature of the occasion (i.e., the individual sins of the
confess-ee), the next step is distinct from that subject.
The reconciling role of the priest in the Sacrament
witnesses to the objective action of absolution. As
acting in persona
Christi, the priest
concretely testifies to the very real presence of God as
the Agent.
And this Sacrament conveys precisely that – a real
presence of the Divine. And such a presence cannot be
ignored.
The forgiveness of sins, then, is truly about the
manifestation of God far more than the recounting of our
evil acts. It is this Presence which annihilates those evil
deeds and not our confessing of them. The absolution has to
be about the Divine above all and our fallen condition has
to be an invitation to that presence. Please note than our
sins do not require God to be forgiving. They do not
‘cause’ mercy or make Him do anything. In the
sovereign Divine freedom, the presence of sin in the human
subject has become an opportunity of holiness.
In other words, God’s forgiveness is a gateway to
heaven more than redirect from the path to hell. It becomes
a matter of ‘saved to’ more than ‘saved
from.’ In the context of the Relationship, the key
issue is mercy, not sin. Sins are forgiven in order that we
may know the presence of God and not just the absence of
guilt. We assume His mercy which keeps us from presumption
of His pardon.
Okay then, we ask why. Why not just will this union while
taking sin off the table?
Obviously, we are created in the image of God and so have
free will. And in reflecting that same likeness, we are
more than well aware of that higher justice which demands
satisfaction. We do not live in a utopia of such a limiting
perfection but live in the demanding world of real
relationship and choice. Without the hindrance of silly
idealism or irrational dualism, we are faced with the
challenge of a forgiving God and the burden of human
activity that cries out for it. And in the meeting of these
two we find that Mystery of Mercy.
Does a sad and often silly humanity dare to consider this?
Scarred with sin and troubled by guilt, could the whole
forgiveness of God contain such a thing? The Cross says
‘yes’ while it bestows its pardon. Does the
soul, a veteran of sin and mercy, find in that tedium and
repetition, a vision of God Himself? Mercy says that we
will – 70 times 7. The God who knows more than all
knows how wounded and weak our sins have left us. The
cumulative witness of our pride and the damaging ruts of
our bad habits scream their desperation and prevent us from
hearing the voice of God. These failures cannot be’
forgiven and forgotten’ since they will only rattle
again. Their jolts and jags will not permit us to ignore
them. Their size and depths are too much.
Into this awful landscape the Mercy of God brings paradise
itself. Amid the ruins, a shining Temple is built. And all
the fond and pious images are used and illustrated in the
soul of one who knows this mercy. But still there is more.
It is not about what beauty God brings to the restored soul
because it is not about us at all. Forgiveness is about God
and God alone.
Throughout the Bible, and in particular the Hebrew
Scriptures, the Presence of God is considered an awesome
thing. The holiness of God was so overpowering that should
a human see it, they would die. Even touching the Ark of
the Covenant or seeing an angel face-to-face caused a
literal ‘holy terror.’ But it was not always
so. Adam walked with God in the Garden until things went
wrong. The sharp contrast of God’s holiness and
humanity’s sin was very clear. In Christ, that same
holiness was made accessible in the Incarnation. And by
Grace, that union continues to affect the believer. That
tremendous Presence is found now, as then, in the
visitation of forgiveness.
I choose the word ‘visitation’ because it
communicates a tangible, conscious, intended, and
delineated dialogue. The Visitor wills to visit. The offer
is accepted. The presence of the Divine and the human are
brought into an actual encounter. And the forgiveness
conveyed is done so by the Real Presence of God. This is
the intention of forgiveness; the result is mercy.
Mercy, from the Hebrew hesed,
is a loving pardon and a heartfelt concern of God for His
creatures. We have reduced mercy to the former and have
presumed the latter. We can stop our experience of mercy at
the absolution in our legalistic minds. Christian maturity
is entering into mercy. The works (spiritual and corporal)
of mercy found in Mat 25 are incorporated as a life rather
than a list of tasks. Prayer touches that relationship in
such a powerful way that mercy thinks it silly to pester
God with minor needs He already knows. It states
forgiveness as a given and as something received. It speaks
a gratitude it knows so well. The end result of forgiveness
has specifically nothing to do with sin because, as far as
any Divine reality is concerned, they no longer exist. The
One who forgives has done so and that same Person remains.
Forgiveness of sin is who we are because it is a gateway
into the Divine presence. In a sacramental grace, the Real
Presence of the Merciful God is a part of who we are.
Obliterated in the fire of the Redemption, sin is removed
by absolution and in it place is the Redeemer. God has not
willed sin away or taken the role of justice out of the
universe. Respecting the pinnacle of His creation, He sees
the fallen will of Adam’s children and understands
how we prevent His union with us. Forgiveness is the
vehicle of the New Creation, founded in the paschal
mystery. Fallen human nature continually finds itself in
refuse of ill-will and concrete evil. Producing more and
more in the attempt to extricate itself, humanity remains
desperate and frustrated. Humanity knows it needs for
restoration but seems to try and dictate its own healing.
Mercy is the only possible answer because it has so little
to do with us. It builds upon grace and nature by the
Presence of God alone. Described as “God’s
greatest attribute”, Mercy is the Sacrament of
God’s Presence to the soul. And in that awesome
reality, this singular prominence obscures all else. Mercy
is to the soul what the Church is to the world. It is the
witness of God’s handiwork to the individual as the
Body pf Christ continues the universal mission of
salvation. In fact, mercy is the goal of the Church’s
mission.
A last note here on the progression of our understanding
mercy needs to offer a caveat. We tend to assume that one
truth supplants another. We have all experienced correction
and guidance which does this. Mercy is not about that. To
say that goal of mercy is something akin to the unitive
stage does not exclude the experience of absolution at the
primal stage of guilt-removal. There is no lesser or
greater here; mercy forbids it.
A Dialogue In Prayer
And so I said,
‘Lord have mercy’ on me; heal my soul for I
have sinned against you.
Yes, you have and, yes, I do. I have promised it and you
have asked it. You believe it and I give it. You are
forgiven.
Now we sit here wrapped in the silence that once greeted
the moment of creation. Stunned, you are emptied of what
once you had. You learned to live with it and so let it
define you. You looked at the grass and scanned the heavens
through the glaze of your own faults. But that film has
been scraped away and your eyes see as never before.
That will change so long as you live. That vision will be
dimmed by what you do. Your fallen nature is prone to this
and your heart longs for something else. But I do not. I
desire something you may not always perceive. My mercy is
not a mechanism to scrub away the accumulation of life. I
offer this mercy because I came that you may have life to
the full. Because you cannot see through the residue, you
panic in repentance. You run to me when the monsters of
your little world are coming to get you. And you, my child,
are welcomed to My embrace.
But little one, in your fear and trembling, I softly
whisper that all shall be well. I hold you from your
mistakes and shield you with My back. And you, like a
toddler, scamper away when things are safe. But soon, you
return for that comfort again. And, once again, you are so
welcomed.
But as you grow, can you find a desire for something else?
Can you, in your helpless fear, not think for a moment that
in this comfort there is more? Can you not fathom that as
much as you desire to be okay with Me that I desire to be
with you? Yes, I forgive you and allow you to go on. I
always will. But my mercy is for so much more.
Absolvo.
I say
this with My own lips. I extend with My own hand the
forgiveness you require. You are grateful and I am honored
by that. But like Mary that morning in the garden, can you
see through your tears of contrition and gratitude? Can you
see Me? Have your prayers for pardon ceased their echo and
can you now hear Me call your name? Can you forget your
embarrassment like Peter did and finally look at Me?
I forgive you because I love you. I don’t just
forgive you because you wronged Me. I want you to receive
My mercy because I want you to take Me in. I know how
weighty your wrongs seem to you. My heart is more heavy
with a desire to hold you to Myself. My forgiveness is also
My plea to you. As you beg My mercy, My mercy begs for you.
I took your sins so I could have you.
Oh good and
gracious God, couldn’t You just will it to happen? I
know this but I am deceived by Your allowance! My will is
so far from Your words!
Little one, be calm! I did not make you like a rock or a
tree. You may be subject to the same winds and rain, but I
gave you so much more. I made you in My image because
nothing else is worthy of love. Your freedom is our family
resemblance. So, no, dear one, I would never shun that
glorious image and the pinnacle of my handiwork.
Little one, I know you think I am being obscure, even
deceptive. Your mind knows My desire but you run away. Your
fallen will says that my mercy is a Trojan horse which
contains the force set to destroy you. You see My allowance
and mistake it for something else. You have proof of My
love but seem to doubt its possibility. You earnestly argue
with Me even though you know the answer.
Oh child, you get so worked up! You get so tired from all
this! You need to rest and enjoy it. I am not some lion
trying shock you into submission. I forgive you so you can
have Me. I want you to look past your sins because I have
overlooked them. I gently ask you to stop talking about
what is no longer there. They are gone but I am here. What
could ever matter to you more?